The only one

There is...

One person,
who really gets me.

One person,
who knows me better than I do.

One person,
who always know the right words.

One person,
who always make me smile again no matter what.

One person,
who can make me laugh when my heart is breaking.

One person,
who truly understand.

One person...

And I realized just a little bit too late.

You didn't believe me

Twice I've been told:

"You don't believe me!"
"I tell you I love you,
but yo don't believe me!"

Twice
Two people
Different lives
The same words

Twice my heart broke.
Would it if I didn't believe?

Twice I've been told:
"I only want you to be happy!"
"I don't make you happy,
I've failed!"

"Find someone better!"

Twice
Two people
Same words

Now I realize
You never believed me

Twice I said:
I do believe you
You do make me happy
There is no one better

But you didn't listen
You didn't hear that

You didn't believe me!

The truth is...

The truth is...

I still love you.
And I probably always will.

No matter what...

In the end...

I'll always forgive you.

That's my biggest problem.
It would be so much easier

If I didn't

I wish I could hate you

I wish I could hate you,
but I can't.
It would make things so much easier.

I wish I could take back those last words I wrote,
but I can't.
They are there for always, so black against the white.

I wish you wouldn't look so sad,
but you do.
You left me, so why do I care about your pain?

I wish I would die,
but I promised not to.
Crossing railroad tracks hoping a train will hit me.

I wish I could stop feeling like this,
but I can't.
This is wrong. It shouldn't be like this.